Looking for a job....

Well with the current economy standings and our finances as they are its time I find a job. Christmas is right around the corner and with all our bills I want to be sure we can afford gifts for the boys. I've been looking around for jobs and its kinda depressing when you've spent so much time at home to realize your not going to find a job as easy as you once used to. But hopefully this one pans out. It's not anything major but its an income its 10 miles away so not too bad. I'd be a server for an Italian Resturant in Tempe. I'd work 4pm till 10pm so not a whole lot of time away from my family but just enough to make a lil extra income. I have to go in tonight at 6pm to talk with the guy and fill out the application so lets hope all goes well and I don't get laughed outta the joint for not having any experience. Although isn't waiting on ur kids hand and foot kinda like being a server? LOL I highly doubt that will help me get a job though. Oh well one can hope though. Other then that not much is different...still feel like I'm going insane because of others behaviors towards me. I don't think that will ever change. I guess I'm just gonna have to brush it off or die trying. At any rate I gotta start dinner because I'm makin pasta mmmmmmmm.